A couple of days ago when I was talking to a friend of mine I realized something; that there is a difference between loving someone and being in love.
I have never experience love that was not platonic. Sure I’ve been attracted to someone before and if things go my way we might even start to date but I’ve always wondered how it felt like to be in love with someone. To share with someone a connection, a bond. I mean how can an individual be so attached to another? Seriously, isn’t it scary?
For a while, i thought i was in love but I had time to think it through and I must admit that I wasn’t. The thing was i love the thought that I was in love. I love the thought of taking a risk and relinquishing control to someone else. It hurt in the end but i knew it wasn’t going to last. But who knows.
I know I'm confusing people here but I just wanted to rant.
All I know that someday I want to meet that someone who will make me feel crazy about him. To be in love and to be in love back. Wouldn't you?
haha you sound like rosalie from twilight. i know im a queer for pointing that out :O
ReplyDeletere-tard. hahah :)
ReplyDeletei don't understand how that is, but you're sammie. You draw acorn versions of your boyfriend. hahahha.