Am I not good enough?

I do not need a guy to complete me.

& I’m not going to disrespect myself by dressing like a prostitute to school everyday.

But I always wonder, am I not good enough? When it becomes between me and her… you choose the girl, the girl that flaunts herself like she’s a piece steak to everyone. You have a good personality, a comely appearance and yet you choose a girl that will never be faithful to you, I don’t know, maybe you don’t want that. & I’m going to sound like a complete loser but… everyday I wake up, I think of the perfect thing to wear because of you. I think of a million things to say to you and I get to nervous to say them. I think of you constantly all day. When you walk by, I stop, just to smell your smell & if I can’t be directly next to you, I’m always near you. It’s amazing how just one word or sentence you say makes my bad days quickly heal. But today, today I realize it’s all BS. All this mushy gush thinking, isn’t worth it. Because if you can’t see how good I or any other faithful girl out there would be to you, you’re not worth my time…Thing is, I just can’t stop.