Endless.

One blessing, yet a curse. This is all coming from a sober mind, so please do not take this as drunk/high mumble jumble. I am completely frightened and terrified at my ability to move on so undeniable quickly. It’s almost like lightning strikes when I’m going through the ever so normal state of being “upset”, but my mind leads to a different direction almost immediately, which pushes aside very potent emotions and feelings. It’s never enough, It’s never too much. It could really just be my subconscious trying to find ways to push thoughts aside temporarily, and then haunt me in the future, which is definitely damaging.