I'm tired.

Not the tired where I want to sleep although I do. But the kind of tired where I’m tired of life and almost everything in it. The kind where I just want to lay down, close my eyes, and maybe, just maybe, never open them again. Well, not until I can be happy or until everything isn’t like this anymore, at least. I don’t know if you know what I mean but to be honest, I don’t really care if you do. It’s just that I’m well.. tired. So goodnight, I guess.