harsh realization.

"If he really cared about you, he wouldn’t have been flirting with other girls more than you, he doesn’t respect you. he might’ve been sweet, opening doors for you, listening to you, keeping you happy, he could’ve showed you all that. but, he never respected you. if he did respect you, he would still be here. if he cared, he would’ve stayed, or tried to fix things. if he cared, he would’ve at least tried to stay friends with you. if he really cared, he’d be back by now. but where is he? exactly. he never cared about you. he doesn’t care about you now either. he just used you for his own enlightment. he just needed a toy to play with. unfortunately, it had to be you. if he ever thinks that, you’ll always be his back up plan for anything that goes wrong. no. that’s not going to be you. if he ever comes back, he can get a nice slap across the face before he gets anywhere near your heart ever again."