hahahahaa

i love tina fey !

Do you ever get that feeling

where you don't wanna talk to anyone? Like you don't want to smile and you don't want to pretend being content, but you don't know what's wrong either?

Well, yeah that's what I've been going through the past two days.

ughughugh.

I hate it when I read or hear about something I don't want to know and my heart sinks.

What more can I say?

This is one fucked up world filled with fucked up people. But I guess that's just the way it is and we're all going to have to accept it.

this reminds me so much of jake and tanya.

MOSTDEFFF.

People can say

all the nicest, most romantic stuff in the world. But actions always speak louder than words.

Is anybody else just fed up?

If you heard it all before, been right where you are. Just get up, somebody say I don't want it anymore.

Why do guys think

it's okay for them to do horrible things as long as they apologize after?

So. Fucking. Annoying.

You're so ignorant and you get on my nerves a lot.

Happens every time.

Go ahead.

Come into my life and just leave. But, remember one thing, who was there for you when you really needed someone? Who was there to listen to you? Who put you before themselves? That's right, me. So, good luck finding someone else who will deal with you like I did.

I'm tired.

Not the tired where I want to sleep although I do. But the kind of tired where I’m tired of life and almost everything in it. The kind where I just want to lay down, close my eyes, and maybe, just maybe, never open them again. Well, not until I can be happy or until everything isn’t like this anymore, at least. I don’t know if you know what I mean but to be honest, I don’t really care if you do. It’s just that I’m well.. tired. So goodnight, I guess.

Exactly all of this.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

... Are you serious?!

Fake ass mother fucker. I don't even know what to say to that. How to fucking react. Wow.

There's absolutely no point

in trying to make things work when you're the only one trying.

So yeah, I like this boy.

And it’s not the type of like where all I know about him is how cute he is. Infact, his personality caught my attention it has nothing to do with looks. It’s also not that type of like where I never talk to this person. No, we talk. Maybe not daily but we talk. And recently I’ve been getting a little jealous when I see him talk to other girls. The other day it hit me. I guess I developed unknown feelings I wasn’t aware of. Now all I think about is us. GAH it came outta nowhere. I wasn’t prepared for this. Oh dear heart of mine, what have you got me into now?

FROM THE BULLSHIT AND THE LIES,

I CAN FINALLY SAY YOU’RE JUST ANOTHER FAKE BITCH IN DISGUISE.

NOT EVERYONE

IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND YOU AND KNOW YOUR STORY, AND THATS OKAY. I DON’T HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF TO ANYONE.

Nicholas Hoult ;)

She's the Man! :)

There was once this little girl

who was a queen.

Well, she wasn't pretty.

But, she believed it.

So she was.

Schedule of the Week.

harsh realization.

"If he really cared about you, he wouldn’t have been flirting with other girls more than you, he doesn’t respect you. he might’ve been sweet, opening doors for you, listening to you, keeping you happy, he could’ve showed you all that. but, he never respected you. if he did respect you, he would still be here. if he cared, he would’ve stayed, or tried to fix things. if he cared, he would’ve at least tried to stay friends with you. if he really cared, he’d be back by now. but where is he? exactly. he never cared about you. he doesn’t care about you now either. he just used you for his own enlightment. he just needed a toy to play with. unfortunately, it had to be you. if he ever thinks that, you’ll always be his back up plan for anything that goes wrong. no. that’s not going to be you. if he ever comes back, he can get a nice slap across the face before he gets anywhere near your heart ever again."

They ignore each other

and look the other way.

But they both know

deep down inside

it wasn't supposed

to end this way.

"When I was a little girl,

I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales, you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales, the bad guy is very easy to stop. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you though. You realize the bad guy us not wearing a back cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair."

Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.

I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you.

What should I do?

He may not be the cutest guy around, but to me, he is. And there’s just something about him that makes my heart drop to my feet whenever my eyes meet his.

ilovehimilovehimilovehim

I knew that I never meant a thing to you,

I knew what you said to me wasn't the truth. I just kept telling myself that it was true. That maybe you did care about me. But maybe you just wanted someone, anyone, so you choose me and then once you had me, you left me all alone to pick up the pieces that you broke.

SKINS x3

story of my life:

I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I’m always late. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don’t like being wrong. I’m a huge procrastinator. I act like I’m a lot tougher than I am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I’m shy. I get annoyed by people too easily. I have enemies. I can’t sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh really obnoxiously. I can’t trust anyone with my life. Many things just seem to get to me. I’m not perfect. But the beauty of it is that I don’t care.

When girls get jealous,

it`s normal. But when boys get jealous, the girl is lucky. You know why? Only few boys know how to be loyal.

if i ignore you, don't ignore me back.

try and get my attention. if i brush away your hand as you try to hold it, grab it and let me know you really care. don't just give up. if i seem like i'm doubting you and us, reassure me that this is just one out of a million obstacles we're going to go through in this relationship, don't act all depressed and beat yourself up about it. if you get the feeling that i want to leave you, don't just sit back and watch me. don't say "you can leave me if you want to". fight for me. tell me how much you want me to stay. i'm just a girl. and i need to feel needed sometimes.

My girls always tell me

"Never take it seriously.

if you never take it seriously,

you never get hurt.

if you never get hurt,

you always have fun.

We're hypocrites and you know it.

We talk shit even though we don't like people shit-talking us. We laugh at people but get mad when they laugh at us. We complain even though we're complaining about how people always complain. We say we'll never do this and that but end up doing it. We say we hate haters when we're the ones hating our haters.

Everyday,

I fight back the urge
to text you or call you,
telling myself that
if you wanted to talk to me,
you would.

It's like when you walk into the room,

I feel like all I want to do is run up to your arms and hug you; but I'm too shy to do that.. I'm not yours.. I don't know how you'll react.. So for right now, I'll just smile, shake your hands and say "hii".

not gonna lie:

i miss having you in my life. i miss having you there to talk to. i miss having you there to say stupid shit that makes my day. i miss showing up to class hella down and coming out hella happy, because of you. i miss just having you around. just knowing that the next day will be something new. and for some reason in my mind, i feel like im the one who fucked up.