I'm fucked up to you now not because I hate you but because I miss you yet I refuse to let my guard down for you again.

I'm mean because I can't handle letting you get your way when you don't deserve it. I'm so sorry taht it hurt you but I have to do this for myself. I can't keep getting hurt just so you can get what you want. Yes, I still care about you but I'm over whatever it is taht we had. I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry.