hm,

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that'll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kidn that searches for you will all his heard & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won't cheat on her because he knows she's got all that he wants & needs already. He won't mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that'll do anything for you, even if it's to just go to the store & buy your favorite kindd of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won't leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he's out with his friend, to tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn't afraid to smile to his friends every time you're around and tell them, "She's the one". The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they're little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you're falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in a while & buys you flowers just because it's a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind taht just doesn't want want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to lobe. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you're down, tells you to be strong & not to cry, & when you do cry, he'd cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for who you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren't and loves you because you're his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

i was thinking of him as i was writing this,

but i doubt that 'we' will ever be.