9.16.2010

What worse than finding out he has no interest in you?

Not knowing where you stand.

If you know he has no interest, you have the key to move on

Not knowing where you stand gives you false hope
Gives you something to hold on to and something to let go of.
It leaves you on a leash, but you don’t know how long that leash can be.
Your too scared to make a move, cause you dont want to seem obsessive
You want to make a move, to show that your interested
Every sweet thing he says gives you butterflies
Every turn down shatters your world
You keep checking your phone every minute until he replies
He sends you kisses, you take it to heart. He means nothing by it
You remember that kiss, that one night stand, craving for that touch just one more time
You dream about him
You dream about making love to him
You see other girls with him and you wonder if he treats them the same
You get jealous. a lot
You imagine conversations in your head that would somehow lead you to forever after
You start listening to his music, watching his movies, hoping that by you having the same taste as he might make you a perfect match
Every song you hear somehow relates to him
Your mind, simply, WILL NOT REST

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