do you get that feeling?

where you just tend to hide everything with a laugh, with a word, with a move, with a smile; because you’re afraid to show what you’re feeling at the moment? they go around asking “how are you” or “how you been”, you just say “i’m fine”. you just can’t seem to put how you feel into words and it’s just complicated, that it hurts so much you just don’t know what to do anymore? well this is the feeling i have as of now. and there’s nobody to turn to, because nobody will never understand the frustrating thoughts that are roaming my mind. nobody will ever understand, nobody.