You have no right to say a single word about me,

my choices, or my past. Because you weren't there and you didn't get your heart broken, and you didn't watch me bounce right back.

Maybe so,

Sometimes I just wish that you’d look at me, you’d look at me & KNOW. Know that I like you.That every second I’m with you, my life couldn’t be better. But I can see when you look into my eyes, that I’m just another friend. That’s all I’ll ever be. Well, sooner or later you’ll understand. Because sooner or later, I’m going to tell you everything. That way, even if I’m still just a friend, I’ll be different. & You’ll remember me sometimes, because really, that’s all I ever asked for…

WOOOOOW, WHY HER?

Really though. It makes me so mad, I shoulda just told you I liked you when I had the chance. I was too afraid that you won’t feel the same because I’m not good enough but really, her ?! Maybe you see something totally different from what I do when I look at her. Because we obviously don’t see the same thing, but she has to be somewhat amazing because you are. I hope she knows what she has because the second you two aren’t talking anymore, Ima be all up in you. Swear, I’m not a home wrecker but you can’t wreck a home when the home is already wrecked. So I’m just going to be patient, I’m not going to ruin anyone’s happiness for my own. I just hope she knows how lucky she is.

If a guy treats you like shit,

clearly, he doesn't give a shit.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.

If a guy punches youm he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

I think we both know that it isn't the same anymore.

Looking back, things have changed completely, no matter how much I, or we deny it. I feel like I've failed. You were that one person, and same goes both ways. I miss the wa it used to be, and I hope you miss it too. I hate looking at the past. I hope, somewhere along the way, things go back to the way they were. Or at least just closer.

Why does something bad always have to come after something good?

Why can't life just give me an all time high? No bad, just good.

Why is it that no matter

how many times I remind myself that we can't be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else?

For once I wanna be the girl

that makes the player fall. I wanna be the girl that makes him change and give his all for. For once, I wanna be the girl that got him to quit his game, retire his jersey, and draw hearts around my name.

ugh.

HA, i hate her smile. it looks retarded.

Even though everyone tells me I look fine,

whenever I see my mirror or a photo of myself, all my bad points just hit me like bullets. I flinch when I suddenly see myself. I wonder why people don't.

I want to be the girl that changed everything,

the girl that made a difference, the girl that gave you a story to tell.

Of course

she's gonna say she's happy for you and flash that famous smile but look into her eyes, baby you broke her.

Those who criticize our generation

forget who raised it.

do i have to spell it out or scream it in your face?

the chemistry between us can destroy this place.

I talk and give advice like a big know-it-all,

but when it comes to my life, I am totally lost.

You only live once.

Go party, get drunk, have sex, jump around, scream loud, laugh often, forgive easy. Because on your deathbed, you won't be thinking about how much of a "good girl" you were.

Answer 5 easy questions!

1. Which student is sleepy?

2. Find the pair of male twins.

3. Find the pair of female twins.

4. How many girls are there?

5. Which one is their teacher?

ROLMFAO!

reasons we don't sleep.

-we don't want to.

-someone's on our mind.

-we're waiting to be told that we are loved.

-we're up all night crying.

-we're tired of dreaming.

-we don't want to be alone, in a dark room, with just our thoughts.

-we're waiting for an apology that will never come.

-we can have time alone when everyone's asleep.

-we're fucked up.

-there's not enough time in the world for sleep.

-we left all of our homework for the last minute.

-we don't have a bed.

-cool people live in a totally different time zone, so we stay up to talk to them.

-tomorrow looks like it's going to be worse than today.

-we're on the phone.

-we're on the internet.

-we stay up to talk to a certain someone.

-we are afraid of our unconscious minds.

-because we're cool like that.

-sleeping is for losers.

-can't stop listening to a song.

-need to watch t.v.

-because there's no school tomorrow.

-we are too hurt.

-it's too hot.

-we don't want to have any nightmares.

-someone's asked us to stay up with them.

-for some reason, we seem to think we need to stay up all night.

-we like to watch good movies.

-too many thoughts.

-wonder if you're thinking about me too.

-we know that we have messed up, and we don't know what to do.

-there's this thing called sugar, that gives us energy.

-we sleep at school.

The only way

to deal with fucked up people is to be more fucked up than them.

Here’s a fun fact to brighten up these rainy days.

Here’s a funny fact. Join your two hands as shown above.Let’s start :

The thumb represents your parents. Now try seperating them apart, and they’ll easily open. They easily seperate because you are not destined to live with your parents forever. Now join the two thumbs back together.

Next, separate your index fingers and they will open too because these fingers represent your siblings, and they’ll also lead their own lives in the future.
The middle fingers represent yourself.
Next separate your pinky(little) fingers. These fingers with open as well because, they represent your kids, who will also have a different life from yours, eventually.
Lastly, try opening your ring fingers. You can’t right, this is because the ring finger represents both you & your spouse & no matter what you’ll remain together for the rest of your life.

"black people

started wearing their pants low. white people called this saggin. spell that backwards and .. sneaky white people..."

You know what sucks?

Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit.

Hands up.

RULES: Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY? Fuck you right back.

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Rich girl.

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Can't speak French.

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crank it up.

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Forever.

6. WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO? One year, six months.

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Foundations.

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? High school.

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Heaven.

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2? The more boys I meet.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Murder on the dance floor.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Fabulous.

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Torn.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Kryptonite.

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Killa.

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Just fine.

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? All-American girl.

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? One step at a time.

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Give it up to me.

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Like whoa.

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? I write songs not tragedies.

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Audio Delite At Low Fidelity.

I need someone

to stay with me when times get tough, someone to hug me when I've had enough. When I get tired of hearing the same bullshit everyday, someone to tell me, "You're gonna make it, okay?"

Now... This is a story about how,

my life got flipped, turned upside down.
And I'd like to take a minute, just sit right there.
I'll tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel-Air.
In West Philadelphia, born and raised,
on the playground was where I spent most of my days.
Chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool,
and shooting some b-ball outside of school.
When a couple of guys, they were up to no good.
Started making trouble in my neighborhood.
I got in one little fight and my mom got scared,
and said "You're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air"
I whistled for a cab and when it came near,
license plate said "Fresh" and had a dice on the mirror.
If anything, I could say that this cab was care,
but I thought "Nah, forget it. Yo, home to Bel-Air!"
I pulled up to a house, about 7 or 8.
And yelled to the cabby, "Yo homes, smell ya later!"
Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there
to settle my throne as the prince of Bel-Air.

What if...

Don't talk to me because you're "bored".

I'm not here to entertain you. And don't come to me only when you need a favor. I don't like being used. Just don't get the fuck away cause i'm not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to.

I just wish

that you would show me that you care rather than just telling me that you do.

The hardest part

of this situation is that neither of us knows what's going on. Neither of us knows what each other's thinking. & we're both trying to make decisions based on information we don't know. I'm scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don't feel the same.

Sometimes,

I just wish someone would take the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth, my smiling face, my grades, and my remarks to see a part of me that few have ever seen.

This is how I do it :)

You and I

will always be unfinished business.

I want you to know it's a little fucked that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating.

-Fort Minor

in all honesty.

i miss your smile.

i miss the way we talk.

i miss being comfortable around you.

i miss your lips.

i miss holding your hand.

i miss the feeling i get when you sign on AIM.

i miss making you laugh.

i miss the way you look at me.

i miss spending time with you.

i miss the way we tease each other.

i miss the way i can tell you anything & everything.

i miss our inside jokes.

i miss the way you hold me.

i miss the feeling of waking up to you.

i miss you visiting me.

i miss how we used to be.

i miss how you make my worst days feel like my birthday.

I'd love to be able to forget you overnight.

... just as much as I'd love to be able to fall for you <3 all over again the very next day.

strengths.

• Guys:

God programmed men to be physically strong. It's common nature that guys can lift more or hit harder than women. Go figure. Through physical appearance, it's evident that guys are more muscular and have a bigger build. Although this is a guy's strength, it's also their weakness. Some guys (if not all) let their big-baller, shot-caller, masculinity ego kick in and idiotically cause fights to raise their reputation or some other stupid shit. They take advantage of their capabilities and punch the next guy that "dawgs" him. Or even worse, they pull a Chris Brown and hurt their Rihannas. No, no, no! Physical strength is a gift from God to protect women and children. It's used to provide love and care for others and defend them from harm. Brothaaas, ya'll need to stop taking advantage and abusing God's gift to do stupid shit. Be thankful for the strength God gave you & use it for the greater good.

• Girls:

Now it's evident that females are stronger verbally. (I bet you brothas are nodding your head right now!) Women have a lot to say. Growing up with a Filipino mom, OH MY, she talks too much! But it goes the same fro guys, a girl's strength is also their weakness. I can't even count how many times gossip shoots off a girl's tongue. "She did this, he did that." This is how rumors start and drama takes place. Girls also tend to bitch and complain about everything. Yo ladies, STFU, lmfao! It ain't necessary to talk shit about other sisters. What happened to sisterhood?! God gave women the gift to speak. But in order to use this properly, ladies have to use their words to encourage men and children. Positively speak out to people and use your words to inspire and spread word of goodness. Maybe speak about God. The gift shouldn't be abused or taken advantage of, instead, use to promote optimism, encouragement, and inspiration.

We're girls, not cards.

So don't shuffle through us until you find the perfect hand.

Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships.

TRUE THAT.

the suite life of zack & cody

Zack: Ouch, paper cut! Kiss it, Mr. Moseby?

Mr. Moseby: You can't even see it.

Zack: You can't see a broken heart either, but it still hurts.

Feelings never make sens. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.

--Blair Waldorf, Gossip Girl

Fuck :)

fuck teenage years. fuck anyone who's ever stabbed you in the back. fuck all the times that you thought you meant more to someone than you actually did. fuck falling for someone only to have them crush you. fuck teachers and their high expectations of you. fuck parents who think they know what's best. fuck anyone who's ever tried to tell you what to do. fuck anything that's ever come in the way of your hapiness. fuck being human, making mistakes, and feeling emotions.

I feel like I don't fit in anywhere.

I don't have any real friends and that's what I need right now. I'm too over whelmed with the world. The truth? I am scared to grow up.

Sometimes I ask myself

"Does he really care?" or does he just like to pretend he does so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around.

I'm not a complicated girlfriend.

I don't expect you to text me 24/7. I don't expect you to call me everyday. I don't expect you to put me in front of your boys. I don't expect you to ditch all your girl best friends for me. I don't expect you to surprise me with roses. I don't expect you to buy me the world on my birthday. I don't expect you to pay for everything. I don't expect you to go out of your way and buy all the things I mention I wanted. I don't expect you to put me over your family. I don't expect you to brag about me to all your friends. I don't expect you to keep all your promises. I don't expect you to believe I'm the best girlfriend in the whole world. I don't expect you to stop checking out other girls. I don't expect you to never mention a hot girl in front of me. I don't expect you to already know what I want. I don't expect you to never be mad at me. I just expect you to be trustworthy, to trust me, to never take me for granted like I won't take you for granted, to always be real with me, to keep equality between us, and to love me. That's all.

Kids Are Quick

Teacher: Maria, go to the map and find North America.
Maria: Here it is.
Teacher: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
Class: Maria.
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Teacher: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
John: You told me to do it without using tables.
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Teacher: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile'?
Glenn: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L
Teacher: No, that's wrong.
Glenn: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
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Teacher: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
Donald: H I J K L M N O.
Teacher: What are you talking about?
Donald: Yesterday, you said its H to O.
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Teacher: Winnie, name one important thing we have today taht we didn't have ten years ago?
Winnie: Me!
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Teacher: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
Glen: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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Teacher: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I'.
Millie: I is...
Teacher: No, Millie. Always say, 'I am'.
Millie: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
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Teacher: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
Louie: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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Teacher: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
Simon: No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook.
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Teacher: Clyde, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
Clyde: No, sir. It's the same dog.
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Teacher: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps talking when people are no longer interested?
Harold: A teacher.

Would you

sweep me off my feet again?

It's amazing how

you can keep so much bottled up inside of you and you can just walk around and nobody has any idea.

Nobody knows a lot about me.

They think they do, but they have no idea. Nobody really knows me because nobody asks. And the fact that nobody asks makes me think, do they even really care?

I can't help but remember everything.

It's just the way i'm wired. I mean, when I see somebody, I think about all they've ever said and done. All the little things, the good and the bad, it all comes flowing back to me.

The Books of Magic by Neil Gaiman

"There are only two worlds - your world, which is the real world, and other worlds, the fantasy. Words like these are words of the human imagination: their reality, or lack of reality, is not important. What is important is that they are there. These worlds provide an alternative. Provide an escape. Provide a thret. Provide a dream, and power; provide refuge, and pain. They give your world meaning. They do not exist; and thus they are all that matters."

Totally and completely done.

Actual children's answeres to the question

"What is love?"

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
- Billy, age 4

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
- Terry, age 4

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
- Bobby, age 7

"If you want to learn to lvoe better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
- Nikka, age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
- Noelle, age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
- Tommy, age 6

I love Family Guy. So stupid but the things they say always make me laugh.

Brian: You always call me a douche.
Stewie: But you were my douche, Brian. Myyy douche. Come back and be my douche again.

So he wants girl advice, hm.

My friend: What should I watch out for?
Me: Stupid hoes.

"I know you miss him

and I know you think you can't be without him. I know he told you he loved you and I know he said he'd never leave. I know although you knew you shouldn't have believed that, you did and I know you want him more than anything. I know you spend extra time doing your makeup and hair perfect just in case he looks your way and I know secretly, you want to bump into him anywhere you go. I know you get that feeling when you walk past him and I know you just want him to look your way. I know he called you his baby and his number one and I know he told you he loved you at the end of each of his texts. I know he told you after he's caused you so much pain. I know your face lights up at the mention of his name and I know that you were his world and I know he made you happy. I know you re-read the saved texts from him that you should have deleted ages ago and I know you can't figure out what's making you still like him so much even you're scared to talk to him about your friends because you don't want them to know how amazing he is. I know you still get that tingling feeling if he so much as looks as though he's looking your way and I know that the whole day you'll be analyzing what that look meant. I know you know he used you and I know you always forgave him for all this faults no matter what. I know you smile bigger, talk louder and laugh more when you see him anywhere near and I know that's because you just want him to notice you again. I know you compare every guy to him and I now you'd do anything to prove your love for him. I know you take out his mistakes on everyone but him and I know you don't mean to. I know you read your saved IM conversations you had with him every night and I know you cry every time. I know you think you won't care for anyone as much as you care for him and I know you tell everyone you're 'obviously' over him. I know that you don't know that I can see right through that. I know you listen to the songs that remind you of him every night and I know you cry yourself to sleep. I know you'd do anything to be perfect for him and I know if it meant you had to stab yourself the next day after seeing him, if it meant spending a whole day with him, you'd do it. I know you can't figure out what's so different about him to all the other guys you've been with previously and I know he's the reason you look in the mirror too much. I know you get that feeling every time you get text just because of the slight chance it might be him and i know anyone can see the hurt in your eyes when you find out it isn't. I know you can't figure out why he left you and I know you'll never get an answer to that question. I know that. Trust me. Now listen. I know he doesn't miss you and I know he doesn't look at you twice. I know that if he does catch your eye it's because you're staring at him and he's just looking around. I know your texts to him were deleted a long time ago, along with the IM conversations and I know he's dating a new girl now. I know for a fact that he doesn't compare her to you. I know he doesn't have feelings for you anymore and I know he just doesn't care. I know he doesn't care about you no more. He never did. Trust me. I should know. I know you can relate to everything I said because he made us all feel the same. Do me a favor please? When he's done with his current girlfriend pass this onto her. I know you will because you appreciate this as much as I did when it got passed to me. Knowing you're not the only gilr he's hurt though, makes you feel better I guess. I wonder how many more girls he's gonna hurt."

*sigh*

enjoimypanda: as a wise man once said

enjoimypanda: A bitch is a bitch

isabellax3youu: wise ass

isabellax3youu: who was it?

isabellax3youu: t-pain?

enjoimypanda: NO BITCH

enjoimypanda: ICE CUBE!

As I've grown, I've learned several things.

Life is full of disappointments and people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else and there's only one way to fall; fast and hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye and tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger and there is never too much love to go around. I've learned crying can make us stronger and there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one and that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks and stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get it back. I've learned that the past is meant to be put behind us, and we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself if the first step and that forgiving is remembering . That helps your own heart more than theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood and everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected and that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood and that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift and that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love and that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers and everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to its full and true potential.

There is no pleasure in having nothing to do.

The fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.