I don’t like it when people try and force a friendship to happen.

I dislike when people ask me why dont you talk to blahblahblah or you should be friends again. Its really no one’s buisness, its not because i hate them [hate is a strong emotion] , some friendships are temporary and there’s a reason for why not all friendships last. Just Sayin’

"I'm not sleazy, I ain't easy.

Not the kinda girl who's fast, but who's looking for something that'll last. I want a man that can keep up an intellectual conversation, not just give me a sexual gratification. Who admires my mind, not just my behind. I got standards, expectations, and morals, and I don't ever settle. So you better make sure you're on some other level. So before you come at me thinking, "Damn, I'd tap that," you better rethink your strategy and clean up your act."

It amazes me

how a friendship can turn into something more, but what amazes me more is how people can go from friends, to lovers, to enemies.Someone explain to me how something so beautiful can turn into something unbearable. Yes i know that in certain situations that involve cheating, lying, and so on why it might take time to heal. But what about the relationships that just never happened, for the relationships that never really started, and never really ended. Why is it so difficult for one to accept that the other has moved on? I think its because they still like the other person and/or it hurts to much to know they arent wanted anymore. Sometimes we just need to learn to forgive and forget, to let go when there’s nothing left to hold onto, and to give up when the battle is no longer worth it. For what is a battle that consists of only one person fighting?

Lies are told from the day we're old enough to read.

Girls grew up to believe that your knight in shinging armor will come and save you. That you’ll get your happily ever after just by losing your glass slipper, falling asleep or eating an apple. From the day we learned to read Cinderella, Snow White & all those disney princess stories we start believing that when we’re older we can easily find the one. Funny how they forgot to mention the hurt, suffering, frustration, anger, neglect, and regret we must endure; not to mention all the guys who’ll hurt us in the future, before finding Mr. Right. We grow up believing these lies without knowing what the heckk we’re getting ourselves into. But girls, don’t lose hope because through the mixed emotions we’re bound to face, someday, we will find our prince charming.

hmmm,

I bet this has happened to many of you; isnt it weird how when you see that an ex of your has moved on you still feel that little pang in your heart and its not because you still like them. maybe its because you envy the fact that even though you’ve both moved on, their the ones with someone new to call their baby while your left with no one. i find it ironic.

realization.

Finding out who is and isn’t there for you. Reality check is bittersweet, buh you know what? Shoulders have been brushed.

Sometimes I want

consistency.

I hate when good things change over time. The people, the feelings, the things you've grown so attached to... suddenly fade away. I want it to stay the way it is & never change. To have that constant assurance of guaranteed happiness. I guess we feel this way because everything we're used to feels so comfortable and familiar. It's difficult to adapt to changes, especially when they're the things you would never thing would happen in a million years. Reality check though, change is inevitable. It's gonna happen whether we like it or not.

beauty.

It’s a two-faced, wanna-be, agonizing, deceiving manipulation.

That brainwashed my fellow females to be a Barbie imitation.

As if the lines and curves of our bodies

Makes us disproportionate as human beings.

Is this just makeup or is this make-believing?

Real women ain’t plastic with lipstick.

They are those who are thick, classic with logic.

Beauty shouldn’t be hidden, pretending & concealing

The real definition of beauty are those who keep it authentic,

Real, and undeceiving.

problems with guys & girls.

problem with guys:
“they make you believe that they love you when they dont.”

problem with girls:
“they make you believe they dont love you when they do.”

so true.

Some girls

some girls prefer a single rose than a dozen roses. some girls prefer deep conversations than swapping spit every hour. some girls prefer renting movies than going to the theatres. i’m the girl who prefers the first one rather than the second one; i’m the girl who prefers to be his only one instead of his number 1.

every time.

you're my

favorite

boy to hate,

my favorite

mistake

to make.

honestly, i don’t get it.

if you hate me so much, why do you still stalk my life & attack me for every little thing i do?

well yeah, i don’t know why i keep wasting my damn time on you.

you haven’t changed so i don’t know why i’m still trippin’. guess i deserved better anyways, oh well. you are a douche, and you don’t deserve me being nice to you. so you know what motha fucka?! you get the straight up middle fingah! haha. have fun bringin’ UP SHIT I CONFIDED IN YOU TO SOME RANDOM SLUT. HOPE SHE DOESN'T FALL FOR YOU, cos you’re just nothin’ but a playa.

Nothing of me is original.

I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known.

-Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

Do whatever you want, who gives a shit?

Rob a bank, stop eating; go out and change the world or burn your house to the ground. Throw your hands in the air because you just do not care! For god's sake breathe that fucking air and live your life.

I’m not going to spend my life chasing people.

You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. ‘Cause I’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange.

When a female fires back,

suddenly the big shit talker don't know how to act. So he does what any little boy would do, make up a few false rumors or two.

I hate how people

walk IN & OUT of my life. MY life is not a fucking DOOR, if you're gonna enter my life THEN STAY IN IT, & if you're gonna walk OUT, then STAY OUT & don't come back in.

A true friend

doesn’t care if your house is untidy, your car makes funny noises, if you only have $5.00 in the bank this week, or that your family is not perfect…they love you for who you are. A true friend can go long periods of time without speaking and never question their friendship.

Why are girls criticized harsher in this society?

Us girls. We are called bitches when we speak our mind. We are called sluts just because our dresses and shorts are above knee high. We are called whores simply because we like to hang with the guys. We are called materialistic beings for the small fact that at least we want to look decent in public. I don't know, is the dictionary expired and no longer exist? We are automatically labeled for the littlest things we do - as to how we dress, speak, act, etc. This world needs a reality check.

Us girls want a man

with a plan & ambition. Not a boy with a pussy hit mission.

Ew, I think I'm allergic to that nasty taste.

So stop trynna feed me bullshit.

The people who

have fucked

me over

are the

ones

getting uglier

&uglier each

&every day.

Hell yeah.

I AM CONTENT.

your knife, my back.

my gun, your head.

How come

guys you're really interested in become excruciatingly boring when you have them?

it always happens to me.

You're right...

I hate letting people in. I hate opening up to them and letting my guard down. But maybe that's because whenever I decide, "Oh, this one isn't gonna break my heart," they do.

"I’m waiting for you to die so my step-dad can adopt me.

Your side of the family disgusts me. I’m only hanging on for the airplane tickets, the random shopping sprees, and the random pangs of guilt I get when I realize I don’t know you at all."

It's horrible, but I sort of feel this way about my dad.

The teenage years used to be

the age where we would have just been expected to get good grades and stay out of trouble, but now we're expected to keep our places in school and not get pregnant. When we go shopping, with perfectly clean money, we're looked down upon, just because of our youth. Not all of us are going to steal a fifty pound pair of shoes. Not all of us are going to verbally abuse an old person. Not all of us are going to get drunk in the park and kick pigeons. Some of us want to do well. Some of us actually care about our futures. But then some of us have been hurt, and we've been told we can't do well. We've been told we won't make it, that we should just stop trying. So some of us don't give a fuck. Some of us just lie in our beds and waste our youth years away. It's such a shame, because we could do and be so much more.

AHAHA, Sherlock Holmes :D

people like you

ARE THE

REASON

people like me

NEED

MEDICATION.

We stopped

checking for monsters under our bed when we realized they were inside of us.

I'm a girl and I oh-so-much want a best guy friend.

Not a guy I might have a love interest in or a guy who might have a love interest in me, but I just want a genuine best guy friend. Because sometimes, I hate girls and the emotional baggage and drama they have. I just want a best guy friend someone I can be completely chill with.

You're only a teenager.

You're not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. Don't laugh at people's dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Have the time of your life.

A wise girl

kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves before she is left.

girls always say idgaf anymore, but we always find ourselves still waiting for your call, your texts, and still wonder if you feel the same way as us

&that's when you realize, you do care.

We're teenagers.

we're still learning. shit happens. we cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. we fall in love and end up getting hurt. we bitch, bitch, bitch. we bitch about bitches being bitches. we party till dawn. we drink till we pass out. we hate people for no reason, we call each other names. we stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late to just think. we go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories. one day that's going to all pass. you can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager. so make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face.

Picture Survey.

-- A picture of you on your birthday or on your favorite holiday.

-- The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

-- A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.

-- A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

-- A picture you might have edited to make yourself look more attractive.

-- A picture of you truly being yourself.

-- The most recent picture of you.

-- A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous

-- A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color

-- A picture of a time in your life that's over but you wish it wasn't.

-- A picture of you when you were nothing but happy.

-- A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.

-- A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
--A picture with someone you love.

-- A picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday.

-- A picture of a time when everything was changing.

-- A picture that makes your heart hurt.

-- A picture that makes you smile.

-- A picture of one of the best days/nights of your life.

-- A picture of your past.

-- A picture of your present.

-- A picture of your future.

-- A picture you couldn't leave out.

-- A picture of just you.

i should be in jail.

1. smoked.

2. consumed alcohol.

3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.

4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.

5. kissed someone of the same sex.

6. had sex.

7. had someone in your room other than family.

8. watched porn.

9. bought porn.

10. tried drugs.

TOTAL: 8

1. taken painkillers.

2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine.

3. lied to your parents.

4. lied to a friend.

5. snuck out of the house.

6. done something illegal.

7. felt hurt.

8. hurt someone.

9. wished someone to die.

10. seen someone die.

TOTAL so far: 17

1. missed curfew.

2. stayed out all night.

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.

4. been to a therapist.

5. been to rehab

6. dyed your hair.

7. received a ticket.

8. been in an accident.

9. been to a club.

10. been to a bar

TOTAL so far: 23

1. been to a wild party.

2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.

3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.

4. had a spring break in Florida.

5. sniffed anything

6. wore black nail polish

7. wore arm bands.

8. wore t-shirts with band names.

9. listened to rap.

10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL so far: 29

1. dressed gothic.

2. dressed girly.

3. dressed punk.

4. dressed grunge.

5. stole something.

6. been too drunk to remember anything.

7. blacked out.

8. fainted.

9. had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL so far: 35

1. had a crush on a friend.

2. been to a concert.

3. dry-humped someone.

4. been called a slut.

5. called someone a slut.

6. installed speakers in your car.

7. broken a mirror.

8. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house

9. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush.

TOTAL so far: 43

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.

2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.

3. cruised the mall.

4. skipped school.

5. had surgery.

6. had an injury.

7. gone to court.

8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.

9. caught something on fire.

10. lied about your age.

TOTAL so far : 48

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.

2. broke the law in the police’s presence.

3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf

4. got in trouble with the police.

5. talked to a stranger.

6. hugged a stranger.

7. kissed a stranger.

8. rode in the car with a stranger.

9. been harassed.

10.been verbally harassed.

TOTAL so far: 54

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.

2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.

3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.

4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.

5. been to a fair.

6. been called a bad influence.

7. drank and driven.

8. prank-called someone.

9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.

10. cheated on a test.

TOTAL so far: 63

Grand Total: 63

If you have less than 10, write “I’m a goody-goody”

If you have more than 10, write “I’m still a goody goody”

If you have more than 20, write “I’m average”

If you have more than 30, write “I’m a bad kid”

If you have more than 40, write “I’m a very bad influence”

If you have more than 50, write “I’m a horrible person”

If you have more than 60, write “I should be in jail”

If you have more than 70, write “I should be dead

You wanna know why girls don’t wanna start a conversation first

either by calling, texting or IM-ing with the guy that she likes? It’s because she doesn’t wanna seem too desperate. She’s afraid that if she starts the conversation first every single time, she might lose what she had or almost had with that guy.. so that’s why she always just wait ‘til the guy talks to her first.. It’s safer that way.

myeah.

Pride attracts the girl. Courage approaches the girl. Wisdom gets the girl. Strength puts up with the girl. But loyalty keeps the girl.

Every girl thinks that she can change a player.

But the truth is, it’s not the player that needs to be changed. It’s the girl. Because every player is on a mission to find that one girl that makes him lose desire to play the game.

It's all or nothing, baby.

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re…

r e m e m b e r

When somebody annoys you,

it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown,

BUT it only takes 4 muscles

to extend your arm and

BITCH SLAP that MOTHERFUCKER.

When I think of you,

I wanna break shit. When I hear your voice, I start to smile. When I see you, I'm happy. If we touch... just once, I'll fall for you once again.

REAL talk over SWEET talk.

I'm fed up with all the bullshit and lies that come running out of your mouth, yeahh "you wanna be with me" blah blah blah. But you never seem to prove it. It's the things i WANT to hear, but never the things i NEED to hear, meaning its the LIES i hear but never the TRUTH. It sucks sometimes, but WHY do i keep running back to you? i'm not the lovey dovey typa chick no more. I'm the down to earth, straight up, in your face chick. Not gonna front bullshit anymore, it's either you straighten up and make this work, or leave and get the fuck out. I'm down if you're down, we either TRY this or just fail. I wanna say its our last chance, but then again I'm probably lying to myself.

I don’t want to be just another girl,

I want to be different. I want to be the girl that makes you think, challenges you, but loves you at the exact same time. I want to be the girl you can’t get out of your mind, and when you think of me, I want to be the girl that makes all your problems disappear knowing that you don’t have to face them alone.

What is a dream?

[dreem]

–noun

a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.

“I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart so long. If we’re in each others dreams, we can be together all the time.”

-Hobbes (of Calvin and Hobbes)

“Yet it is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top.”

-Virginia Woolf

“Judge of your natural character by what you do in your dreams.”

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

“A dream is something of your imagination. It’s something you can see, hear and feel, but is completely untouchable and uncontrollable. They confuse you. They manipulate your feelings to make it all seem so real. And when you wake up, you’re either disappointed or relieved. Dreams are things your mind makes up based on some light of reality. But honestly, I would rather be dreaming than falling into a pit of darkness.”

-Elisabet Sebastian Archussachat

No one ever really knows

how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken and not even know.

We're afraid we care too much for fear that the other doesn't care at all.

That's when being heartless becomes an option.

When are we going to learn to

just drop all the facades and fronts and start being real?

I'm pretty much just sick and tired of all this bullshit.

math in reality terms

conditional: if a person smiles and laughs, then the person is happy.

• true

converse: if a person is happy, then the person smiles and laughs.

• true

biconditional: a person smiles and laughs if and only if the person is happy.

• false

Life

isn't divided into genres. It's a horrifying, romantic, tragic, comical, science-fiction cowboy detective novel. You know, with a bit of pornography if you're lucky.

I was told not to attach myself

to anyone who shows me the least bit of attention because I'm lonely. Loneliness is a human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best I can do is know myself... know what I want.

It doesn’t help that there’s always that one song

that takes me back to all those moments I try so hard to forget. That one song that seems to explain everything from the very beginning to the very end. That one song that makes me smile from all the reminiscence. That one song that makes me stop what I’m doing and relive the countless moments. That one song that stirs up all my past emotions and sets my heart on fire all over again. That one song that gives me butterflies, just like how your smile used to. That one song that brings back all the little details I somehow managed to forget over time.

And I so desperately want to escape this nagging feeling in my heart. But somewhere deep down, I know that I can’t. And if I were true to my feelings, I know that I don’t want to.

Because even though you’re not here with me, there’s always going to be that one song that takes me back to you.

I wish some people could realize

that life doesn't always have to have cliche happy endings where everything goes right.

I mean it would be kind of nice, but honestly? I thought we all stopped believing in those thoughts that one day, prince charming would come along and make every little thing in our world better.

Call me bitter, but I'm so over fairy tales. Aren't you?

No matter how many times a person says

they don't care what other people think, most of the time, they still do. No matter how many times a person says they're over it, in their mind, they're still over-analyzing it, trying to make sense of the situation. No matter how many times a person says just kidding, there's a part of them that's not. And somehow, no matter how many times a person says they love you, it never gets old.

We have

so many masks we put on everyday that we realize we no longer know which one is real.

I miss being a kid.

I miss thinking of the world as just being a big sphere full of people who somehow fall unconditionally and hopelessly in love with one another, who chase their dreams no matter how big they seem, who see hope, who have faith, who believe in magic and beauty, who laugh and smile when they actually mean it, and who are genuinely happy just being alive. But as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to know that along with those things, the world is a terrifying place filled with regret, disappointment, heartbreak, anger, and jealousy. I miss thinking that the most important decision you had to make was which color crayon was best suited for Hello Kitty’s dress. But as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to know that there are way more important decisions that come with life; decisions that can change the course of your life forever. I miss thinking that my biggest worry was being found and tagged it. But as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to know that some things are just way scarier than I could possibly imagine. I miss thinking mistakes can easily be erased. But as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to know that some mistakes define who you are and could easily break the person you’ve become.

And as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to realize that the thing about growing up is learning the difference between thinking and knowing.

And she wonders which part of her isn't quite good enough...

These are the truest words I have ever read.

"As soon as you stop wanting something, YOU GET IT."

-Andy Warhol

i search for him in school.

some how, i don’t even know, along with everyone else, how much i miss him. we’ve never spoken. i only know his name. and im 95% sure it will never happen. but how i dream of it is perfect.

You say nice things to me all the time,

You call me beautiful, amazing, cute. You tell me that you wish you could hold me. We've never been like that in person before. I feel like you're lying to me. I will never be good enough for someone like you. Ever. I am disappointed in myself.

It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone.

You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have said a million times. You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to say.

you MUST me challenged.

It does not take fucking rocket science to figure out I like you.

Dipshit.

Tragedies happen.

What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That’s life. The confusion and fear? That’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

Uncontrollable

beat me, hate me,

you can never break me.

will me, thrill me,

you can never kill me.

When You Were Young - The Killers

you sit there in your heartache
waiting on some beautiful boy
to save you from your old ways
you play forgiveness watch it now
HERE HE COMES.

:)

AJ: hey are you okay?

Me: yeah.

AJ: are you sure?

Me: mhm.

AJ: come here for a second.

Me: yeah?

AJ: happy birthday *hug*

Me: thank you. *hugs back*

AJ: i'ma give you your birthday present on monday, okay?

Me: okay, thanks.

____________________________

AJ: yeah i gave isabella a hug earlier since she didn't have a good time at her party.

Melissa: aww, good boy :)

Team JACOB ftw.

“Team Jacob. If you believe in that friendship and you guys are friends at first and you develop this deep friendship, then all of a sudden fall in love later on, then you should be Team Jacob. Come to the dark side! But if you believe in love at first sight and seeing that mysterious man in the corner, then all right, join Team Edward.” Taylor Lautner

Don't tell everyone about your troubles.

Half of them don't care, and the other half are glad it happened to you.

-- Tupac

"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."

f-i-n-e

F- fucked up

I - insecure

N - neurotic

E - emotional

I'm a lover and a fighter.

I get angry easily, but I'm working on it. I party, sleep, and think too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in, but once they're in, they're there forever. I'm strong and independent and I've been broken, but never shattered.

I miss that feeling,

The feeling you get where your

stomach is in knots. Those butterflies.

When will I get those feelings back?

truetruetrue.

Usually,

the person with

more smiles is ...

... is the same person

with more

heartaches.

because sometimes people do actually feel that way.

sometimes your life feels like it's caving in on you. sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. saying "i don't want to exist" isn't saying "i want to go die". it's saying "i wish that, for the time being, i could go somewhere and not have to feel". i don't think there's anything wrong with that. and if you don't know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.

This is the sweetest thing ever.

— Pan’s Labyrinth

"You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see, when she smiles, you’ll love her."

Write me an epic.

-Men In Trees

You were the first nice guy I met after so many bad ones. And I didn’t know if you were the one or just the first good one, so I went out and met some more guys. Some of them were fine, but none of them were you.

I'm all glued back together now.

I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

Humans have a knack for choosing precisely the things that are worst for them.

Albus Dumbledore // Harry Potter

For me this is heaven.

This is what she says gets her through it: If I don't let myself be happy now, then when? If not now, when?

The girl who never once submitted a paper late,

the girl who lived fro the small amount of structure that deadlines provide for a mental state running rampant, seems to have decided that all good stuff doesn't matter anymore. That girl is gone. She is going home for spring break and never coming back.

You deserve someone

who knows how to make things up again

after making you feel bad.

Not someone who's very good with just the word,

"sorry".

The hardest thing for me

is to say no. I feel like a bitch. But sometimes I don't have a choice.

NAIIICE.

Sometimes I feel so alone,

like I can't talk to anyone. Nobody truly understands me and nobody ever will. I need someone I can go to and talk to about anything, I need someone to be there for me, I need someone who cares. I want to be able to go to someone and tell them everything. My hopes, my dreams, my life. And I want them to love me the same after I tell them and not judge me. I just want to feel wanted.

Asian daughters have it bad.

She covers her eyes,

denying to herself what she thought happened.

Everybody assumes that I'm so happy,

that nothing is ever wrong with me. But nobody ever knows that I constantly feel like everything is falling apart, and my insides are numb.