Now who wouldn't fall for a guy like this?

"I think that in a lot of ways, he was the kind of guy I was always looking for: one who wasn’t so interested in the “perfect,” girl, whoever she might be. A boy who likes flaws, who sees potential in everything. While Delia’s company may represent chaos, Wes to me is hope. To him, nothing is ever finished, or broken. It’s just waiting to be incarnated, to begin as something new, again."

&& You realize that it's 20 times more fucked up.

Isn’t it funny how day by day

nothing changes

But when you look back

everything is different

Mrs. Kim's Algebra 1A

You know what ticks me off? My stupid Algebra 1 teacher. She cannot speak English. I can’t understand anything she says at all. I mean she has this super thick Korean accent. If she can’t speak proper English, can she just take a class to get rid of her accent? I mean, seriously. None of us can understand her. Plus, she always says “and stuff like that”. Stuff like whaaaaaat?! Ugh. This class is so frustrating. And it’s worse because of HER. She said she really wants to teach, but we can’t fathom what the hell she’s saying. She always just goes on her own pace with the lesson, and none of us can keep up with her. She also doesn’t explain anything. I really want to drop out of her class, but I don’t. Like I’m chill with all the other teachers, except her. I want to keep Bratt, Kallin, and Slayback but I want to switch out of Kim’s Algebra 1 class. Grrr.

Team Infinity.

Okay, so this is what happened on my first day of school.

Keana, Katryna, & I drove to Jamba Juice before we went to school. It was a fun ride there. Keana's dad wanted to walk us to our classes because we were making fun of these scrubs that had their parents with them holding their hands. Hilarios shit. Haha, Keana's dad was just pissing her off and she said that he could hold on to me and Katryna but she'll act like she doesn't know him :D &&then I saw my husband Jakeypoooo. (: AHAHA, I missed him. but i'm really mad at him for flaking on me at the mall. We met up with all of our friends & were looking for "victims" to make fun of. We saw this 7th grade Asian Group with Two black guys. It was freakking funny. And then Danielle walked me to my class with Josh Cohen and he helped me finish my Jamba before i went to Trowell's to get my sched. I almost puked. Gahd. Theeeen, Mr. Trowell gave me my schedule:

Period 1: Yearbook - Mr. Gately
Period 2: U.S. History - Mr. Bratt
Period
3: Science - Mr. Kallin
Period 4: Algebra 1 - Mrs. Kim
Period 5: P.E. -
Mr. Escobar
Period 6: English - Mrs. Slayback
Advisory: Mrs. Kim

STUPID TEAM INFINITY. I was really looking forward to being on Team Xtreme. Grrr. Well atleast I have Jagger, Davis, Tanya, Tyler, Brooke, Lauren, Danielle, Brady, Colton, and other ex-Trail Blazers. Too bad my other my friends aren't on Infinity. They're all on freakking Xtreme D: Well, I went to my Yearbook class and as i was walking towards the 7th grade side to Gately's, i saw Danielle with the same disconsolate expression that was on my face. She said she was on Infinity, so I was happy since we're on the same team. Then we switched schedules, and started screaming! we had indentical schedules! every single class with danielle was awesomeee. Okay well after that we went to yearbook. that was alright. then we went to advisory and i had Mrs. Kim . Gaaah, her accent is sooo annoying. i cannot understand anything she says. Then after that i was on my way to 3rd period when i saw tanya, Avery, Julia, Tyler, Brooke, Lauren, & Kristina. We were all on Infinity. I was so glad a lot of my friends are on the same team as me. Turns out Avery, Tanya, & I had Period 3 Science with Kallin. We walked in the room and HUNTER comes up to me. The last guy i expected to seee. :( Then i saw KRYSTAL! We all decided to sit at the very back of the room . Krystal is my lab partner! ahaha, That class was pretty chill since it was with Kallin. Then we went to brunch. Zack and hunter were all over me. Hunter took my schedule and made sure if we didnt have any other classes together. but we have Algebra 1 period 4 & p.e. escobar period 5 :((((( sucks. Then hunter and i walked to P.E. together. Then we got on the blacktop & saw jagger. Jagger walked with me, but Jordan came and said "OOOOH, Jagger & Isabella walking together. That has to mean something." Then Jagger hit jordan. Pretty funny. That class was just an intro for the 7th graders. so boring. I ahve roll call #1 again :( Then we just sat on the bleachers for 30 minutes with mr. escobar telling us the rules and policies and stufff. School ended! Keana, Kassandra, Hailey, Yeajean, Tanya, Alex, and a bunch of other kids went to Starbucks and hung outt.

Well, overall the day sucked. Hopefully tomorrow doesn't . 2, 4, 6 (:

So school's starting tomorrow...

ugh, yay -_- I’m only excited to see my friends everyday again. I missed them too much this summer. I barely saw anyone & it sucked. Well I saw the majority of my friends at Isabella's surprise going away party & last thursday at registration (:. Well I saw Tyler with his friend Cody West. He was late so I barely got to hang with him. But when my mom was late, I had to stay with them and Reese's pedofile ID picture. & then before that Ian, Danielle, Nicole, Jacob, Angelica, & me were passing out flyers for ASB even though we're not in ASB :D We just met the scrubs, Angelica & Jacob, that day but they're pretty chill. Jake refuses to be called a scrub though. He also said he's Noelle's little sister! :D Jordan Guzman didn't go to registration so Danielle and I didn't get to laugh and point at him.. but we’ll just wait till school I guess. & hmm.. I saw Avery my lover at registration! I haven't spent much time with her since she went to Magic Mountain instead of Isabella's party. I really missed her(: Well this summer went by pretty fast. Actually really fast. I was just looking through pictures from Isabella's party & how Allana and I spent around $200 on the party.. & it feels like yesterday! But it was like.. 2 months ago. WTF?! 2 months?! Wow, where did the time go! Well I’ll be seeing all of my friends at school everyday again. Yay! But Isabella's in the Philippines. Atleast she's coming back & i'm not leaving when she comes in 9th. I’m not very excited for learning in my classes though. But the people! WOOT! Well, I haven't gotten my schedule yet. I'm getting that tomorrow morning in Room 201 with kimbely & ed (: I don't know anyone else that's gunna me in that room though. But I know my period 1 class already. YEARBOOK bby! with Daniella, Ian, Hunter, Emma, Nicole, Jacklyn, and other people I haven't met yet or just don't remember their names . I’m so excited! FIRST CLASS WITH DANIELLE<3 Hah, never thought the day would come! but I'm definetly NOT excited for the class itself. But I have DanielleBotvin, Nicole, & Ian. (: 3 super smart people who can help me when I’m in need. LMFAO. Yay! Well this year.. lets see what changes are coming my way.

agonizing six months.

I feel sad. No matter what he's said, I still feel sad and I want to cry because I'm losing him at the time I've actually found him.

"If I asked you to stay, would you?" I ask later as we're standing by his car.

"Maybe I would, but I don't think you'd ask me. But I swear to God that I'll be
on the first plane back if you ever need saving from anything..."

Science Class. HA.

We share 60% of our genes with a banana, 90% with a mouse, and more than 99 percent with a chimpanzee. Just something to think about.

GOSH DANGIT.

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What is stopping you from doing something so cool that it renders you 'IMMORTAL' ?

No helmet; No breaks
No net; No rope
No condom; No pill
No safe word; No trust fund
No flashlight; No batteries
No walkthrough; No cheats
No HP; No extra lives
No context; No experience
No safety; No fallback
No map; No plan; No guide
No backup; No support
No manual; No help
No r e g r e t s ;

Sometimes I wonder...

what the world would be like if everyone told the truth. No lies, nothing but the truth.

I think all of us would be somewhere different in our lives. Just think about it… We all have told a lie before. We live in a world of lies. I think we would have different friends. Different jobs. Different personalities. We would all be different people.

Either that or the world would be running around in complete fucking chaos.

Tell Him

I know how it feels
To wake up without him
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about him

I can't believe
His hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him I miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that I could never live without.
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him
Oh yeah
Just tel him I love him

The way that he moves
You know what it does to me
When I catch his eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
His hold on me
He's just so indescribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him I miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing I could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him

Every time that I'm around him
I just go to pieces crushing, tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad i found him

I know how it feels

If you see my guy
Just tell him I miss his smile
Tell hin I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing I could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Just tell him I love him

If you see my guy
Juste tell him I miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing I could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
And tell him I love him
Just tell him I love him
Please tell him I love him

25th Hour

We create our moments. It's not actually what the material world has to offer that make things change. It's us. And it will always be us. Time is a great thing if we use it wisely...or should i say emotionally.

Things didn't exist until somebody created it. Or so i believe. It's the same thing on how we believed on how we live our life. To become happy? Fifgures are just figures. Don't be blinded by it.

MOMENTS exist if we believe they exist. If we are willing to create it. In reality, we have 24 hours a day; 7 days a week. And still we will not realize what we are doing. We can create a world where we can say we have 30 days a week and we have a million seconds in a minute. I made it up. It exists when i said it. It's like saying I created the 25th hour. It doesn't exist, but now it does when i said so.

25th hour are moments that we think are out of this world. It's not ruled by any figure or any of the material things we see. It's only within our hearts. We create these things. And it will not be here unless WE BELIEVE IN IT. It goes on and on...

25th hour is a powerful thing. It lies in each and every one of us.

Photography

To me photography is an art of observation. It's about finding something interesting in an ordinary place... I've found that it has little to do with the things you see and everything to do with the way you see them.